Published: August 07, 2010
Again I am staring at my computer screen like I will eat her up... if it would speak than she would be calling for help by now.... My Computer - 'HELP!!'
I have a very strange habit of staring things when there is a hurricane cooking up in my head. If stares could kill than I would be charged for murdering millions of things. 'Sangita Gurung jailed for murdering her computer screens, ceilings, windows and some few people...' sounds pretty good (joking). And the newspaper would be calling me Sangita Gurung aka stare killer!! LOL! But I guess I really need this storm thing. If not for this I wouldn't be writing anything at all. I would feel more or less like some kind of vegetable. Thank god!!! The latest tornado forming in my mind started after I watched the movie 2012. Since then I am having this unpleasant feeling going around in my mind and heart (first time thinking the same thing). I have always considered movies as a great source of inspiration for doing anything. Movies, books inspire me. I have always taken movies as a reality shown through some handful of actors. For me it portrays more or less some kind of reality especially about human relationships, human nature etc.
I knew that we human in nature are selfish. Many people deny the fact that they are selfish but they are and I m no different. I am selfish as hell (not proud of it). But after watching 2012 it changed my whole view of human selfishness. How can they be so selfish??? How? This question has been weighing my heart since then. I feel angry towards them for letting all those people die when they had an opportunity to save most of them. They just let them die. And in the end who survives?? Some handful of scientists and all the rich folks and their pets and their designer things. The movie showed the darkest side of human nature ever. I don't even want to call them human they are inhuman. They valued non living things like paintings (there is part which shows them keeping Mona Lisa safe in the boat), artifacts etc. more than a human life. They had chance to save all the people and yet they didn't as they were all focusing how to make profits out of rich people.
People are considered human only if they are rich and if they are poor than you are treated more or less like some kind of unwanted, lifeless thing. I am so upset about it because I felt like I was watching our future in the TV screen. And deep down I know for fact that they will do or even worse than shown in the movie. But what's the use of being alive when you don’t have your loved ones, friends, and every other known or unknown people?? It will be living in an isolated island surrounded by regrets and guilt. Would I behave like the people there if I had 1 billion in those same circumstances??? Am I feeling bad now because I don't have that money?? These were the kind of question that I started asking myself after thinking about that matter. But to be honest whether I had the money or not it wouldn't matter and will never be having any kind of effect in what I might feel. I would still feel the same. I would prefer dying with all the people than to be among the few people who survives. I might be selfish but I still got a heart beating inside me. I am a human and want to remain forever. I don't and can't be inhuman like the people shown in that movie.
P.S: I bet I will be the first person to die if something like that happens. Heart Attack!!! Got a very weak heart.And go and watch 2012 if you haven't!!!
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